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Waiting for the End

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/waiting-for-the-end-lyrics-linkin-park.html ]

I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

Thursday, March 31, 2011

8:49 PM

A Piece of Heaven

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,(hahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, We fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you a chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
(Over and over again)
We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have a wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do.)
I now pronounce you...

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

Friday, March 25, 2011

7:54 PM

C O U R A G E

Courage..

Will I ever find it in me once again?

I finally come to the fact.., accept that I have once again fallen in Love.

In Love with Bby Blue..

However..,

I'm afraid.. Too afraid.

Afraid that the past will once again re-anact itself

I cant bear to be hurt again..

However, he too had had it rough during his past love

Being single for more than a year..

It seems that his past is really something to be.

We are in the same boat now..

Its a matter of who will make the first move

But I'm afraid that if I idle a lil longer,

I will lose him..

Will I once again find the courage in me to start something new with him..?

Bby..?

Thursday, March 3, 2011

8:21 PM

What are words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I’m meant to be where I am
And I’m gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I’m gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
And I’m gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I’m forever keeping my angel close

2:10 PM

Spoilerssss

Haiyai yai..............!!!

Today I was finally had the chance to see blue at his workplace

It was actually round 1.00-1.30pm

But suddenly uh....!!!,

The stupid manager go and change the timing to 12.30!

Haiyoooooo....

Blue then asked me not to come cause I think by the time I reach there, he would have to go back alr.

Haish!

If only it was still round 1.30plus, I would be able to reach you knw.

SPOILER TO THE MAX

1:03 PM

F E A R

Im scared..

Scared that this thing will end like any other..

We meet only a few times and then

"POOF"

He will go MIA.. and change his feelings.

This is what I fear the most..

Please..., I dug this hole in too deep

And I'm afraid that I might not get out any sooner

=((

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

9:09 PM

L ♥ V E

Long we separated and we finally meet

Its like a love story

The smile that you have

Its still playing in the eye

Until its brought upon in flax

When my eyes closed,

You appeared before me

Here we meet in this wondrous dream

I often think of you,

My love

I never cease to pray for thee

Hoped that the doors to your heart open up to me..,

To prove my upmost honesty

Dreams becomes a reality if you ever accept,

The love that I gave

Faithfully, I will handheld

The promises that had been made

Then together we,

Shall walk towards happiness

When my eyes closed,

You appeared before me

Here we meet in this wondrous dream

You shone brightly and lightens up the darkness

You appear and gave joy into my life

Forgive me for the past love stories

I will never repeat my mistake

I shall kiss your hand

As a sign of longing

I say that I love you

I shall kiss your hand..,

As a sign of longing

I would say..

Oh My Darling I love you

Credits to :BaronBros - Mimpi Indah

12:14 PM

More than I could chew

Only a few hours left...

Only a few hours left before its Midnight, ending the entire day

An entire day w/o blue texting me..

This, this is what I fear.

Blue may not or never have enough time for me

He's much busy at work. After that, he would either hang out with his friends for be in his percussion group practice

Or, he would just go home late and sleep..

He's tired and all..,

And I can understand that.

But...will this be an everyday thing?

I don't know

If he wants me to be understanding, then I will cause I can be understanding..

But like I said,

Will this be all that I have to endure..?

Him being away working hard almost everyday..,

Him working so hard until late at night with me worrying constantly about him..,

Me having to endure him not texting..?

Is this the real face of true love that I am now facing..?

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

9:56 PM

What will happen..?

In collaboration to to my previous post:

Let's say that me and bby really did got together...

What then..?

I mean, I'm sure to be happy with him being my love and all but, I scared of somethings.

No,

It's not of him being the one for me and him not being able to take care of me

Well...,there's 2 things that I've learnt about him

No 1 -->

Looking at most of his previous FB posts,

Bby blue have such a bad impression/views on girls as a whole.

This part disturbs me a lil'

What if he takes upon those views that he has for the past few months or years with him and start to judge me with them..?

No 2 -->

Bby blue works too much and too hard. Period.

I mean it was only recently that he had to go to 9 days of work with only 1 day off.

Im worry and scared at the same time.

He works almost everyday and I worry that something might happen to him

Moreover, the fact that he works everyday means that we don't have much time to see each other.And of course I don't want to disturb him by visiting him at his workplace.

From my past exprience, he's going to be very busy then.

To top it off, he's going to go to NS soon too.

I'm going to be scared at this part cause I really won't be able to see him much!

I'm going to miss him so much!

Sometimes, I even got the feeling that he loves working more than being with me..

And the fact that he wouldn't be able to text me much too will make me

Miss him so much..

What am I going to do then?

Haa....., I can understand what's he's going through by working so much now but..

Can we really last like this..?

1:31 PM

What are they...?

What is this...
What is this feeling that I'm feeling right now...?
Heh...who am I kidding?
I know very well what this feelings are.
L.O.V.E
...Love? or is it Admiration?
Crush? or Puppy Love?
I don't know why I am feeling this way
I thought that after he went MIA I would forget bout him
But recently, we went back into contacting with each other
Moreover, we went out together. Twice..,
What is this..?
He at first told me that he have feeling for me ad he still does for that matter.
But what about me? My own feelings?
Do I feel the same?
Are this feelings that I'm currently feeling is Love towards him?
I don't know really...
Am I really falling for him?
Ever since that day, I couldn't stop thinking about him..
Worry about him cause he's totally working hi ass off almost everyday.
Is this Love?
It was just yesterday. He had work and he told m that he would be texting me after he got of like round 11pm
I kept waiting and waiting for his text..
And when he didn't..,
I actually felt sad. I truely missed him
Today, he didn't texted me much..
I felt sad yet again...
I miss him even more
I guess that the truth is out now
What am I feeling right now? ..What is this feeling? ..Am i in Love?
Yes.
Yes, I think that I am in Love

I Love You Yan Bby..

12:08 AM

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Halizah DinoShorty love to talk and listen. But she really really hates to do. She leads a simple life with simple expectaions in life. She will start school in April in ITE Simei doing Nuring course. Her dream course ^^.

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